I’ve been MIA from my little baby blog for almost 5 months! Time flies when you’re miserable.
Nobody ever said this was going to be easy. Big life transitions never are…but DAAMMN! I’m getting my ass kicked like I stole something.
Confusion. Anger. Enough guilt to choke 10 horses. And fear that frequently chases me 700 miles just to crawl into the middle of my mother’s big bed and hide under the covers.</p
Sometimes I think I really suck at this. I’m right. I’m wrong. I’m strong. I’m weak. I’m frantic. I’m calm…I really, really suck at this.
Down…way down. Hopefully not out. We’ll see.