Author Archives: Felix Jay

About Felix Jay

I am Felix Jay, and I am gay as hell. Unfortunately, embracing this reality came after a 23-year relationship with a man, which included 12 years of marriage, and two children. This blog follows my journey to live my truth for the first time in my life, without devastating my family and losing my sanity in the process. Fully honest...completely authentic...and finally Felix.

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Love, loss, forgiveness, freedom, stuff…

Started a group coaching course recently. I’m finding that talking to someone (other than myself and this blog) helps me sort out some of the more tangled stuff. It’s also helpful to interact with people who are also going through stuff. Maybe … Continue reading

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Finding the Perfect Fit

These first tentative years of being gay as hell have come with a mixed bag of emotions and experiences for me. As I have moved into a space of acceptance and comfort in who I am, so much has changed. Physically, I … Continue reading

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The Sweetest Recap

I’ve been talking about the 2016 Sweet Peach Soiree for most of the year now. The event finally happened on October 15th, so how would it look if I just left you hanging and never told you how it went? … Continue reading

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Advice from a half-broken, but not giving up, late-blooming lesbian

My 22-year old daughter looks at me with a mixture of guilt and “but I’m grown and I can do what I want” on her face when I ask her if she was smoking weed on the porch. I don’t … Continue reading

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A powerful night to remember

I’ve been working on this special event since the beginning of the year, and I can’t believe it’s only a few weeks away. Doing the work of planning such a special night has been very cathartic for me. It’s more proof … Continue reading

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It’s going down on October 15th. Save the Date!

Two years ago, well into my own journey of self discovery,  I met a dynamic young woman named Benir Pierre. As a survivor of childhood sexual and physical abuse, Benir spent more than a decade battling the effects of that … Continue reading

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Take off

I have spread my gay-ass wings as far as I can in secret. I’ve lived one life in the open and another behind a dark curtain for years. That does not come without consequences. In the next few weeks, I … Continue reading

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Standing in real truth

…this is a simple, clean way of looking at it. I’m definitely more me now than I ever was when I was struggling to fit into a space that wasn’t mine. And now, finally able to reach out from the … Continue reading

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2016 Sweet Peach Soiree

Stay tuned. Juicy, juicy details to come….  

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