Category Archives: healing

Felix in a 3D — Randomness #5

I created this blog as a very private and very personal way to get my racing thoughts out of my brain and into a space where they could exist unhindered. Over the years, I have come here to wallow in heartache, revel in … Continue reading

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Figuring it out on my own…

There is really no one that I can talk to about this shit. I love my friends and although I seek their opinions on some things, I don’t look to them for advice when it comes to my personal life. … Continue reading

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Tripping Through the Pain Dance

I can see it happening in front of me like a movie. I’m watching it from a distance but am helpless to stop it. I’m anxious, restless, stressed…feeling uncomfortable in and about a situation that I should have dealt with … Continue reading

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A Lesson in Black & White

My mom was a strong lady. Crazy strong. Like show-no-fear, put-the-world-on-a-leash strong. Or maybe it was just me that was on a leash. It wasn’t that I felt the need to please her. Or maybe I did. I just wanted to … Continue reading

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Trusting and Moving

Life has not been sweet to me lately. I’m getting poked, pinched and prodded from all directions, and sometimes it’s easier to curl up in a little ball to escape the onslaught instead facing the problem. So while I’ve been … Continue reading

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Right On Time

I’m sitting here at my desk waiting for my coffee to kick in…which means I’m half asleep…which means I’m not in work mode yet…plus, I’m in a bit of a contemplative mood. So when I checked my email and found … Continue reading

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I am a queer woman of color

The title of this post says sooooo much. And seeing as this is the first time that I’ve actually typed those words, it means so much, too…(giddy, hand-over-mouth-bouncing-in-chair squeeing…) Coming into my own as woman who loves women has opened … Continue reading

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A Den of Mothers

Blessings, wisdom, and comfort can come from anywhere. I’m learning that more and more on this journey. Here’s an experience I had early last year that really hit that point home. Originally blogged at the amazing Elixher.com, I’m re-posting it … Continue reading

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Change kicking my ass…

Change is good. Sometimes it sucks, but it’s always good. Right? Lately, I have to keep reminding myself that I’m on this road for a reason. Not only for my own sanity but for the well-being of my whole family…because … Continue reading

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The Mirror Holder

As I have said before, open-and-honest are not my forte. It takes me months, if not years, of building up the nerve…finding the guts…growing a backbone…getting the balls — or any other dumb ass, body-related idioms you can come up … Continue reading

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